I had the nicest dinner with Jake and Amber and Lindsay.

It was a nice quiet day today, sat in the sun for two hours I like that a lot, I love my swing.

I called my lung Dr about test that I'm suppose to have, I went to a appointment that they made for me at Harbor hospital, I walked in and it was bedlam, sick people all over coughing and retching no place to sit or stand and dirty, dirty people, dirty hospital I felt like I had died and went to a very very poor third world. I have a chose, I don't have to be there, I was so afraid of getting sick again, just got over the flu from hell and I did not want it again. I left, did not have the test for which they billed medicare, which is very wrong. I guess my Dr is pissed at me because I did not get my test on his time frame. They have not called me back. I know I need the test, I am have a really hard time breathing, eating just every thing. I think the antibiotics that the Dr gave me for the flu did something, my insides have been hurting now for two months and my breathing gets worse and worse. Or its just me getting worse and running out of time.